Chxrry22 - Alone lyrics

Wish I liked the cold a little more
So I didn't need you at night
Wish I liked singin' on my own
So I didn't need you to harmonize
It's so heavy that I can't look inside
Not by myself afraid that I'll find that
I'm runnin' from the feelings I hide
Drown them in silence

Distractions to fill the day
Mentally I fade away (Fade away)
When I go home and I sleep at night
Know that I ain't livin' right
(Livin' right)

All alone i need to be myself, nobody else
On my own
Gotta stop lyin' to myself, I ask myself
Why do I focus on you instead
Knowin' the pain I feel?
All alone (All alone)
You wouldn't understand
Gotta get out of here by myself
By myself

Wanna call you back but I couldn't do that
Love is just another high
I know it won't last plus I'm gettin' older
Gotta take control 'cause
Life seems like it's movin' fast
I'm not on track, yeah, yeah
Rather feel free and alive
I'm choosin' peace every time
I'll end up right where I'm supposed to
I could tell myself, "I told you"

Distractions (Distractions) to fill the day (Fill the day)
Mentally I fade away (Fade away)
When I go home (Go home) and I sleep at
Night (Sleep at night)
Know that I'm livin' right (Livin' right)

All alone (All alone)
I need to be myself, nobody else
On my own (On my own)
Gotta stop lyin' to myself, I ask myself
Why do I (Why do I) focus on you instead
Knowin' the pain I feel?
All alone (All alone)
You wouldn't understand
Gotta get out of here
By myself (Woah, yeah, yeah)
By myself (Oh, oh, yeah, yeah)
By myself (Oh oh, oh oh)

Oh, ooh oh by myself
Ooh woah, oh by myself
Oh woah, oh oh by myself (By myself)
Mm hmm, by myself