Cjbeards - Hostage lyrics

I try to wipe all the tears away
I don’t know why I’m crying
My heart’s ok I don’t hurt so bad
I’m just mourning the time, that I lost

Don’t tell me I can’t have it
When I want it don’t tell me I can’t have it
When I want don’t tell me I can’t have it
When I want it, when I want

When I, when I want
When I, when I want it
When I, when I want
When I

I feel like your hostage not your lover
Hidden under covers
You only love me when you wake up
Is it me or am I not enough

Then you leave and I’m hollow
Some days I get so low
There has to be a way out

I’m just killing time
Waiting for the sickness to take me away
And I won’t fight it
I don’t need no more than I already got
When I want

When I, when I want
When I, when I want it
When I, when I want
When I

I feel like your hostage not your lover
Hidden under covers
You only love me when you wake up
Is it me or am I not enough

Then you leave and I’m hollow
Some days I get so low
There has to be a way out

Hostage not your lover
Hidden under covers
You only love me when you wake up
Is it me or am I not enough

Then you leave and I’m hollow
Some days I get so low
There has to be a way out