Classified - What's Real lyrics

I Love You so I sit and write sometimes
(I sit and write sometimes)
I'm very clear my love
To say what's in my heart
But all those lines all fall apart
It's such an old cliche but
Paints a perfect picture
I know I'm busy a lot I'm really
Tryin' to work this with ya
And I ain't the sappy type but
Listen' I'ma set it straight
I know I'm missin' Birthdays
And other important dates
But this music's got my hands tied
And it keeps gettin' tighter
I know it'll pay off
The dark days'll seem better
And it really ain't that bad but
I see where ya comin' from
I'm gone by the weeks you gotta
Stay home to make ends meat
You wakeup at 6, I sleep in to 10 o'clock
You work a 9 to 5 and
I stay home without a job
And I can see why that pisses
You off and pushes your buttons
But, you can't forget girl I
Ain't doin' this for nothin'
Sometimes I'd rather go out
Than make beats or write rhymes
But, I gotta take advantage and take
A chance in this lifetime
I hope you understand that
I know you waitin' patiently
But gimme a little time
I'll make this worth your while I guarunteed
So listen for a minute i Love You
So I sit and write sometimes
(I sit and write sometimes)
I'm very clear my love
To say what's in my heart
But all those lines all fall apart
Now step in my shoes and
See this from my view
Got 10 years of payin' dues
If I succeed so do you
If I'm rich than so are you
And I know that ain't important
And I know that you support
Me and everything I'm recording
But we all need assurance
Ain't no shame in admittin' it
Soon you'll have a ring sliding
Down over your fingertip
I know your waitin'
And I ain't the most romantic
But, I know what I have and
I ain't taking that for granted
Patience is a virtue that I
Know most of us lack 5 years together
That's longer than most marriges last
So please
Bear with me cause through thick and thin
I'm trying to build a foundation
I just hope your listenin'
And I respect you
That's why I never fck whores on tour
Treat you like I should
But I know sometimes you get ignored
And I spend too much time
Haning with Mary Jane
Worrying about this hip hop
Shit's a scary game
And rappers are a dime a dozen
You get used up fans fade away, turn on you
And tell ya "You suck"
But, I know you'll be here still
Wit' me when it's through
So don't ever think I'll put this
Music shit ahead of you
And that's what's real i Love You
So I sit and write sometimes
I'm very clear my love
To say what's in my heart
But all those lines all fall apart