Coheed and Cambria - Random Reality Shifts lyrics

This little runaway against the golden cusp
She screams words of distrust
To tease me as the motor turns to thrust
Her skin the tone of rust
Her eyes burning with lust
Pray in disbelief, this day be done
Little switchblade sister, dreaming of guns
Your courage a disease, it's strengthening me
Oh, I'll pull the trigger, hun, oh girl
And watch it blow up

All this, I have wanted and more
While I live in the blame
I wish the past could come take it back
So I can start it all over
All this, I have pushed to endure
Just to find out, it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into, unhappily
With the absolute questions:
Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?

This burden's mine alone
This world will never know
As I live with it in tow

All this, I have wanted and more
While I live in the blame
I wish the past would come take it back
So I can start it all over
All this, I have pushed to endure
Just to find out, it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into, unhappily
With the absolute questions:
Is this what I need? Do I even feel this?

Oh, I need a break
From these random reality shifts
And mood swings

All good boys run home to mommy
But, you're not afraid no more
Go in through the front door
And give 'em hell, buddy
All good boys run home to mommy
But, you're not afraid no more
Go in through the front door
And give 'em hell, buddy
Oh, I think I've made a mess
I've made a mess oh, oh, oh, oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh oh oh

All this, I have wanted and more
But while I live in the blame
I wish the past would come take it back
So I can start it all over
All this, I have pushed to endure
Just to find out, it's breaking me
Disgustingly fit into, unhappily
With the absolute questions

I can't find the answers to this life
I can't find the answers to
I don't think there
Or anyone there is just nothing
I don't think there
Or anyone there is just nothing
Hold onto what you have, never let go
Find out what happens in the truth low below
Oh, I think I made a mess i made a mess