Cold Hart - Doomed lyrics

Yeah I
I knew you would choose, somebody else
I wanna shoot myself
But I don't want you to see
Me laying in blood
I guess I said too much
But girl you still might cry

The one that got away
Oh just a second too late
The day I shoulda came
But you were too far away
I ain't a rockstar, girl I'm a goth star
Getting boy band money like a popstar
I gotta watch out, for the oppers
Cause they don't wanna see me ever prosper
Fuck em all though
Yeah we gonna ball though
With or without you
I swear I'll be cool
My pockets stay blue
But I still miss you
Watching you come through
So why don't you

But I
I knew you would choose, somebody else
I wanna shoot myself
But I don't want you to see
Me laying in blood
I guess I said too much
But girl you still might cry
And girl you're still my crush