Convolk - ​I don’t know lyrics

Is it real, is it fake, or is it all a dream?
Why do people be so evil, aim it all at me
I don't know (I don’t know)
I don't know (I don't know)
I don’t know (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)
Wanna kill myself, I wonder if it hurts
Maybe take some cyanide, I wonder if it works
(I wonder if it works)
I don't know (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I don't know (I don’t know)
I was stable for a minute
Now I'm back on drugs (back on drugs)
Girl told me to come over, help me sober up
(sober up) but I don't know (I don't know)
I don’t know (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)
Since I blew up everybody wanna hit my phone
(Hit my phone) but I rather stay at home
And think of life alone
I don't know (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)
I don't know (I don't know)

I'm so torn when I think of my future
Don't let her stay, I just paid for her Uber
MF DOOM called me and told me "I'm super"
Take some more Klonopin, die in a stupor
Shit if you hatin' on me then I
Know that you a dumb bitch
(That you a dumb bitch)
Labels watchin' me like I
Be doin' front flips (Doin' front flips)
If she talking shit to me then
I know that we done, rIP
(That we done, RIP)
Making moves and see that you
Ain't even done shit
(You ain't even done shit)
I was cruising through my city
Gettin' recognized by everyone
Everybody hated me
But now they wanna see me stunt
Back in middle school I had to fight
And I got hurt a lot that was all so easy
Way before I had to carry guns
I was sober 'til I popped another Klon
Thanks for the memories but
Now they're fuckin' gone
(N-n now they're fuckin' gone)
My heart beatin' faster than a marathon
(Faster than a marathon)
No one help me, so I don't put no one on
(No, I don't put no one on)
Old friends try to reach out on the 'Gram
(Try to reach out on the 'Gram)
Sayin' that they listen to
Me now they understand
(Sayin' that they understand)
Talking 'bout they get this shit
That happened to they mans
(Sayin' that they understand)
But no one understands the type
Of person that I am
No one understands this type of
Person that I am
No one understands this type of
Person that I am
No one understands this type of
Person that I am
I don't understand the fuckin'
Person that I am

I don't know i don't know
I don't know i don't know
I don't know i don't know
I don't know
I don't know, I don't know, yeah