Convolk - I hurt myself again lyrics

You can come tomorrow during visiting hours
I love you, sweetie i love you
I love you too he’s had a lot of Valium
And he was always so happy
He was our happy little boy my god
He was our happy little boy yeah

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that's on my wrist
The clock hit's 5 am
Why do we have these arguments?
My dad thinks I'm a joke
But someday I'll convince him
That I do it all for him
Everything I ever did
Goes unappreciated, if I was gone
Don't think they'd care
I'll take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear
And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliché
And fuck this industry
I'm gonna take it all the way

I got depression like I got a mission to win
Labels came knockin', ain't lettin' 'em in
I got the sound that they want
But they ain't got half of the shit
That I got in the bin
I go so hard that these metal, emo
Pop punk lames be sayin' that I'm copyin'
But to my face actin' like we friends
I'm already bigger than they’ve ever
Been or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Y'all my motherfuckin' enemies
Where was you when I was in
The streets gettin' jumped and beat
I'ma make billions
Playin' shows try to save spirit's
I'm a villain, but I hate the wicked
I'ma god fightin' through sickness
I want a universal tour
Every show a million people
That's a hundred million souls
That's a hundred million equals
That's a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
A hundred million stories
I just wanna make them happy

Hurt myself again
I walk the line that's on my wrist
The clock hit's 5 am
Why do we have these arguments?
My dad thinks I'm a joke
But someday I'll convince him
That I do it all for him
Everything I ever did
Goes unappreciated, if I was gone
Don't think they'd care
I'll take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear
And I'm not happy, no
I think it's time to let it go
I feel it slip away
They'll find me face down on the floor oh oh

He was our happy little boy