Convolk - ​Something else lyrics

Spider web thread, so thin, so fragile
Everyone at school hurt me since a damn child
Cried when I wrote this, tears in my notes
And love in my heart but it's broken
Pass me the AUX, Lil Heartbreak and Cold Hart
Pop four Xans, treat the whip like a go-kart
Know I'ma die, when my heart stop
Won't start
Know I'ma die real young, so I go hard

It feels like I'll never blow up
You never show love
Been tryin' my best, but my best not enough
I hope that I make mama proud
I'll sing to the clouds
Hope she's lookin' down 'cause
I'm all alone now

Friends dip on you when you need the most
I'ma give my shot and I know I won't choke
When I die, I'ma haunt you like a ghost
They'll say that it's a tragedy
But really it's a joke
Saying that you fuck with me and
Then you shake my hand
You tell me I'm the man
Then unfollow on the 'Gram
Why do they hate me?
I'll just never understand
I'ma kill myself and then
They'll regret it then
They'll regret it then

It feels like I'll never blow up
You never show love
Been tryin' my best, but my best not enough
I hope that I make mama proud
I'll sing to the clouds
Hope she's lookin' down 'cause
I'm all alone now

Broke boy, but it ain't cash that I'm lackin'
Got guns, but it ain't heat that I'm packin'
Yeah, I heard your track and yeah
I think it's wack and
I'm the only one not actin'

It feels like I'll never blow up
You never show love
Been tryin' my best, but my best not enough
I hope that I make mama proud
I'll sing to the clouds
Hope she's lookin' down 'cause
I'm all alone now