Counterparts - Reflection lyrics

I’ve never told this to anyone
I’m just trying to move past
But lately it seems that my insecurities
Got the best of me
And I’m no longer in control
No one should ever have to feel like this
To feel like me and even though the good I
Have outweighs the bad
The bad's what’s leaving me
With sleepless nights

I spend most of my time
Arguing with my own reflection
For no apparent reason
And it may seem as if I have all the answers
But, I’m just as lost as you
I’ve spend the past few years
Trying to overcome my
Own misery, but these sort
Of things take time
And I’m running out of mine
I'm running out of mine
So I will pray to a God that isn’t there
To a world that doesn’t hear
To anyone who will listen
To keep me from becoming
Everything I promised
Myself that I would never be
I do not deserve this