Cristina Vee - Bad Apple!! lyrics

Ever on and on, I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in
A carousel of agony till slowly I forget and
My heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free
I'm

Slipping through the cracks of
A dark eternity with nothing but my pain
And the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty
Enveloping my mind till I can't break free

And maybe it's a dream
Maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if
I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain
Of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live
Feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say
You can tell me where to go
But, I doubt that I would care
And my heart would never know
If I make another move
There'd be no more turning back
Because everything would change and all
Will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I
Make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for
The broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay
Or should I go? I've forgotten how to tell
Did I ever even know?

Can I take another step? I've
Done everything I can
All the people that I see
They will never understand
If I find a way to change
If I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same
And it all will fade to white

Ever on and on, I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in
A carousel of agony till slowly I forget and
My heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I
Can't break free- I'm
Slipping through the cracks of
A dark eternity with nothing but my pain
And the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty
Enveloping my mind till I can't break free

And maybe it's a dream
Maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if
I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain
Of the misery inside
And I wish that I could live
Feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say
You can tell me where to go
But, I doubt that I would care
And my heart would never know
If I make another move
There'd be no more turning back
Because everything would change and all
Will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I
Make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for
The broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should
I stay or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell
Did I ever even know?

This time you're not hurting me
This time I will take a stand
All the hatred in my eyes
Building up an evil plan
Standing lonely in the night
With the darkness by my side
Looking deep inside myself and
Revealing only fright
If I make another move
If I take another step
Then it all would fall apart
There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind
If I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be away? Will
My heart return to white?

Can you tell me who you are? Can
You tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how to see
I've forgotten if I can
If I opened up my eyes
There'd be no more going back
'Cause, I'd throw it all away
And it all will fade to black

So I'm back here once again
So I'm back here once again
Can I ever make a change? Will
My heart begin to mend?
Would you love me if I go
It feels like a heart attack
But still everything's the same
And it all just fades to black