Crooked I, Slaughterhouse - Monsters In My Head lyrics

Monsters in my head monsters in my head

What if I told you I
Wake up screamin’ and swingin’
Dreamin’ that I’m fighting demons
Dreamin’ I’m swingin’ on heathens
Competin’ and schemin’ to eat every piece
Of my peace when I’m sleepin’
Need a priest and a deacon
When I’m speakin’ to preachers tell ‘em I’m
Only at peace when I’m drinkin’
I’m sinking deep into hell
Thinkin’ I’m fiendin’ for freedom
‘Cause being in a well isn’t
Good for my well being
A walkin’ zombie I be comatose
Nobody loves a nobody
Who probably overdosed in the lobby
Of the omni hotel
Probably find me with an empty bottle of oxy
Shakin’ like an earthquakes inside me or
I caught the Holy Ghost
Wonder if therapy can take
Care of these monsters
Before I kill more innocent people
Than Jared Lee Loughner
They spit on me, shit on me
Society kicked on me
Hit on me til I was sick and exhausted
Flipped and I lost it off hallucinogenics
They using a clinic, I saw Lucifer’s image
The elephant in the room are
My skeletons in the closet
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep
Wake me up before I’m dead
Don’t bury me with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head with monsters in my head
And underneath the bed underneath the bed

I always see ‘em out the corner of my eye
Scared to death to fully see ‘em but I try
I just wanna ask ‘em why
They follow me around
And they reply when I hear a sound
Or they walk by and give me
A chill I can’t explain
It feels so strange is that a high
My anxiety’s at an all time high
One second I’m good then I flip a switch
Then I’m thinkin’ I might die
These dizzy spells are so annoying
From the outside looking in
Y’all thinkin’ I’m enjoying myself
I need help man
I’m destroying every positive force
With all these negative thoughts
How can I find happiness when
I can’t remember it's lost
I do so many temporary things
To smile for just a minute
Hat low but not for style I’m
Tryna hide under my fitted dog
It’s wild you wouldn’t get it
Try my best to make everybody laugh
But that’s just a disguise, I’m really timid
Somebody make these feelings go away
Forget it, that’s my problem, y’all go ‘head
I hate these monsters in my head
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep
Wake me up before I’m dead
Don’t bury me with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head with monsters in my head
And underneath the bed underneath the bed

It’s lights out like where the Amish stay
PAC, you can’t tax me
I’m like Wesley Snipes in a sovereign state
I’m a surviving walkin’ oxymoron
Obviously I can say that I am alive
And I’m tryna die this way
Ya’ll on your faggot shit
I’m on my "dragging my magnum clip"
With monsters in my head
Like Earvin "Magic" dick
Niggas dessert me like eating
After the entrée
But I’ma keep it 3000 like after the Andre
I’ve adapted to a private life
Yeah right, me saying that is like sayin’
I’m shooting dice on a floor
Made out of dykes
I made out alive, this chaotic life
I just figured just quit giving dick to
Trick bitches and stay out of fights
But I’m on my high snortin’
You see this monster ball is like seeing
Halle Berry and Billy Bob Thornton
It’s fucking classic as far as rap
I wish I could wrap it in plastic
And stick it up your fucking asses
I’m a MONSTER now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep
Wake me up before I’m dead
Don’t bury me with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head with monsters in my head
And underneath the bed underneath the bed

Take heed to what I’m giving you
Beefin’ is habitual
He just ridicules wants me in critical
Will appease and get rid of you
Maybe the only thing I seek is biblical
The scars are internal and
The bleeding is invisible
Got a friend named depression
A pill I take to relax him
But when he regurgitates it’s the
Aches you just couldn’t fathom
Got a few talents but looking
For a new challenge
I’ll let you walk in my shoes
Once I find a New Balance
With faith I stand peaceful
I know every man’s equal
So I’m playing with the monsters
Like a Space Jam sequel give ‘em two choices
Since they wanna do the least
Tell ‘em they can get off my
Dick or renew the lease
Persevere though my bed is corrupt
Expect I give up when left to destruct
But I give less than a fuck
Sit back comfortably
React to what they want with me
The bright side is that they
Keeping an insomniac company

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord, my soul to keep
Wake me up before I’m dead
Don’t bury me with monsters in my head
Monsters in my head with monsters in my head
And underneath the bed underneath the bed