Crossfade - Why lyrics

Walking madly - feeling strangely and I'm
Not sure where to go i got a funny feeling -
Have I lost my meaning
I wish I could go home
When you said you were leaving I
Didn't let it affect me
Sat on the bar and let them flow
Now I'm lost and lonely
I wish you never told me what
I didn't want to know

And I will crawl on my own -
I'm taken by your smile
As I'm lyin beside you dying inside
I don't know
Why I try to save this when all I ever want
To do is get as far as I can go
Where there's nothing left of me and
You're now worthless to me you are no more
I'm as far as I can go -
Nothing left of me and you

I thought the buzz would help me
I think it just made me crazy
Can't pull me out of this hole
You say you could not save me -
You wouldn't stay to watch me
It was too much on your soul
Now I'm feelin alright to get
Us back to right
And you're nowhere I can find
No longer living blindly
Just seemed to be bad timing
Cuz you walked into the night why