CRUCIFIX - A Young Girl's Scars lyrics

A young girl 14, watching life fly past
Everybody sees her
Crying, no one stops to ask about to break
The pain is too great to
Take… her last dreams
Disappeared with the tears on her face god
A broken heart is all she's
Got left to hold
All alone as she stands with her guilt in the
Cold all these lies of finding love she
Could never discover
Blaming herself because no one ever cared to
Love her just wanting to be
Held, loved and respected
She accepted the heart of a
Stranger afraid of being rejected all his
Sweet words seduced her ears
And the passion in his voice
Took the place of
Her tears he promised Heaven on
Earth and promised the world
The healing words for the hurt of this poor
Lost girl now she can
Smile for the first time
Happily blind and bound by the
Same man who took
The tears she was crying so that her
Heart could breathe, now her spirit is free
Thinking "This is the
Way love ought to be"… So
Naive, young girl please
How do you really know what
Love is supposed to be?

This broken road to your pain is
Lost behind your heart and
Fades away in time all the
Things you thought would change
Stayed the same and still you believed
All his lies with crying eyes

This young girl sitting' at the
Bar, drunk as fuck
Smiling at him as he pours another
Drink in her cup another
Time… another time… another time… now
The world around her is
Spinning and she's losing her mind
"But don't worry baby
Cuz we'll be home soon" Holding
Her hand as he walks
Her to the hotel room he locks the
Door before he starts ripping her clothes
Pretends he can't hear her screaming as
She's telling him "No!" He
Throws her back on the bed
Tears open her legs, runs his dick
Inside her stomach as she helplessly begs
Feeling like this cracker's bitch
A whore and a slut squeezing tears through
Her eyes from the pain in her
Gut with all the guilt she tries to
Hide her face in the pillow
So ashamed from the pain that she's
Losing her feelings watching her
Cry as he fucks her
Again and again all she wants to do
Is die so that this night would
End and as she bleeds
She prays that it's all just
A dream… believe the
Pain will finally leave every time
That she screams "God
Please!" She tried to close
Her eyes in peace
But can't sleep with him laughing
At the blood on the
Sheets her heart beats in her chest
Under her breasts… her skin crawls from the
Sinfulness that sit's on her
Flesh this motherfucker
Wanted more than just a lover
But if she can't love herself how
Will anybody else love her?

You cry inside asking God
Why you have this heart that love
Forgot where's the peace when
Life gets hard? No one understands
This young girl's scars

It's got you telling yourself
That there's got
To be something better than hell
And all the tears you cried were
Lost on that same night that
Your heart died there's got to
Be a better way to
Make all of these memories go
Away… but still inside
You know you'll find this pain for the rest
Of your life
Looking for some peace of mind because
Everything that you see and believe is gone
And everything that you ever knew
Was wrong you're tearing
Up your heart and you're so confused and
Fucking up the last thing you got to lose
Little girl it's tearing at you and you're
Trying to fight it's tearing
At you and you're
Losing your mind it's tearing at you and
You start to cry… it's tearing at you and
You're ready to die with crying eyes

This young girl, not so young anymore
Still hurt and broken from her past because
She feels like a whore about to break
The pain's too much to take
Her last dreams disappeared with
The hate and the
Rape now she's hopeless screaming
Loud "Love is
A lie!" and everybody "understands" but
No one knows what
It's like, to see life through her eyes
To walk in her shoes
To spend a day in her skin
To feel what she went
Through with years she aged, and
The price she paid, was
The pain in her heart from
Someone else's mistake until she
Finally found someone who would
Love her for her, and hold
Her hand as he walked her
Through the memories that hurt
Now things are getting better, about
To have a child, the first time
In her life that she's been
Able to smile from
Her suffering she learned the
True meaning of love, seeing her heart was
Never lost with her virgin blood and
To that man who abused
Her, tried to break her in
Half scarred and hurt
But she refused to be held back by her
Past and you ruined her life when
You raped her that night… But I forgive
You and so does my wife

You cry out loud
Thanking God that He healed this
Heart that love forgot
And now there's peace when life gets hard
Someone understands this young girl's
Scars so little girl
Wipe those tears from your
Eyes because everybody
Suffers and everybody cries but Jesus
Loves you and you
Know that I do too little girl you are
So beautiful and that beauty is
Inside of you! You're
So beautiful, and all you need to know
Is that it's God inside of you