CRUCIFIX - Forever's Like Life lyrics

I don’t want to live forever
I think I had enough the first time
Around i can’t say that I don’t
Wonder what forever would be like
But I don’t want to live
Forever if forever’s like life

I’m walking in a dead society
The whole world’s swinging on a
Broken thread and I
Can see it in the eyes of every man
That walks by me this ain’t
The way they planned it, they’re
Trying so hard to understand it
Broken dreams and broken bones
A world of kings without a throne i see
A homeless man sleeping outside of a
Foreclosed home just trying to
Understand it cuz
This ain’t the way we planned it

I don’t want to live forever
I think I had enough the first time
Around i can’t say that I don’t
Wonder what forever would be like
But I don’t want to live
Forever if forever’s like life

I’m walking with this debt inside of me
My whole world’s swinging on a broken
Thread and I can see
It in the mirror every time
That I look inside
Me this ain’t the way I planned it
I’m trying so hard to understand it
Broken dreams and broken homes
A daddy leaves his kids alone i
Put them on the back burner
For something I could
Never own but why can’t I understand that
This ain’t the way God planned it

I don’t want to live forever
I think I had enough the first time
Around i can’t say that I don’t
Wonder what forever would be like
But I don’t want to live
Forever if forever’s like life