CRUCIFIX - Stuck In My Wayz lyrics

Empty bottles sit scattered on a nightstand
Cigarette butt burning in my right hand
Laying blacked out covered in some white
Sand if you're talking role model
Bitch I ain’t the right man
Matter of fact I'm a pretty big mess
Holding on to what little I got left
I put my sin through your speakers
To confess, pouring pain into some to get the
Shit up off my chest i'm a Dirtbag, so
Far from a role model
Feeling like I sold my soul for a
Cold bottle now I’m swimming at
The bottom of my own sorrow
Running dick first to the grave, going full
Throttle everybody's like, "What
The hell you thinking?" Cutting line
After line after line
When I'm drinking so I'll be the first to
Say "fuck the world" without
Blinking because you hypocrites
Wasn't there for me when I was sinking
Now I'm gone!

I'm lost in life
I'm stuck in my wayz it’s like I can’t go
Right because I'm stuck in my way
I got nothing left in life
Nothing left to say and I wonder why I’m
Always stuck in my way i'm like
A force I can't name
I'm stuck in ay wayz another
Day more of the same, I’m stuck in my
Wayz it's like I'm never gonna change
I'm stuck in my way i'm the cause of
My pain I'm stuck in my wayz

I ain't trying to make my habit's my excuse
Cuz in the end I'm to blame
What's the use? Either be a man and face the
Fucking truth or face God as a sinner
With 190 proofs i can't lie
I'm living on the edge in
Life and sometimes I just
Want to get ahead in life, sometimes I just
Want to numb my head at night, but sometimes
I just want to be dead in
Life! Cuz on the real
I'm sick of fucking up i'm sick
Of looking back and always
Hurting who I loved i'm sick
Of seeing them holding
On until they had enough
And now they're walking
Out the door because they're
Finally giving up
And so I'm praying "Dear God! I really need
Some help! I'm falling at this life
I can't do it by myself! Put me in the
Grave just don't put me on the shelf! All
I'm asking for is strength just
To get me through
This hell and it's hell until I'm gone!

I'm lost in life
I'm stuck in my wayz it's like I can't go
Right because I'm stuck in my way
I got nothing left in life
Nothing left to say and I wonder why I'm
Always stuck in my way i'm like
A force I can't name
I'm stuck in may wayz another
Day more of the same, I'm stuck in my
Wayz it's like I'm never gonna change
I'm stuck in my way i'm the cause of
My pain I'm stuck in my wayz
I'm stuck, stuck in
Stuck in my wayz you can't teach an
Old dog new tricks i ain't
Never gon' change tonight
No I ain't never gon' change tonight cuz
I'm always stuck in my way

I'm like a force I can't name
I'm stuck in my wayz another day more
Of the same, I'm stuck in my wayz
It's like I'm never gonna change
I'm stuck in my way i'm the cause of
My pain I'm stuck in my wayz

You ever get that feeling? That you
Done fucked up so hard for
So long that ain't no coming back?
That's where I live most
Of my life at but don't spend
A lifetime trying to kill
Old habit's just spend today trying
To make one worth having