Crypt, Atlus, Joey Nato - Footsteps lyrics

I hear your footsteps
I hear your footsteps down the hall

Staring at this mirror and
I'm questioning myself
Am I worth it? Am I worthless?
I can no longer tell
Been surrounded by these demons
I've seen the climate of hell
At the moments I'm at the lowest
And I needed most help
But I'm scared of reaching out to people
So many of them said they would be
There for me if I need 'em
But when I happen to need 'em
They happen to laugh at these evils
'Cause there's nothing to be sad about
And that is lethal
I wish I could change the way
My brain views the world
I wish that I could take pain
Away from all these girls
That ever broke my heart, be here regardless
I deserved it
If they didn't leave for no reason
I know I earned it on the surface
I always act like I'm the victim
Refusing that I have some
Flaws and awful symptoms
I never showed enough love to my first love
We'd argue all the time about it
And that would make it rough
So when somebody came along to show
Her she often jumped in
I'd complain all over myself
And that's a kick to the gut
And that's a tough pill to swallow
But even then I know
That I should've been better
But now I drown in sorrows
'Cause I knew the whole time
How to make it work
But I had people in my ear
Telling me no more worth
So I let it slip by, thinking I was better
But little did I know that
I'd be givin' up forever
And now she's happy as can be
While I'm sad on this beat
Rappin' bout the things that happened
Lookin' back on memories
I always think of her
But she never thinks of me
And that's the way that it
Goes down the road, rinse and repeat
And to my last one, I'm sorry
I know you'd hear this
I was obsessed over the
Sex and your appearance
So when you told me you love me
There was interference
'Cause my heart still had a part of
It there and it wasn't sharing
But little by little
You start to push her out the way
Makin' room for yourself
Because you were there to stay
And I latched on tight
'cause I didn't want you to go
But I suffocated you like I
Was squeezing your throat
And now I know that I'm the
One to blame for my past
I made a couple songs about it
Treating them like they were trash
But in fact, I'm the reason that it failed
I'm the one that made it worse
And went and tipped the scales
I'm the one that made the
Seperation and blamed it you
'Cause if the tables were turned
I probably would leave you too
I'm hard-headed
I always want to be the one that's right
Even if that mean you going
To sleep mad every night
Now I lay in bed at night
And look to my left knowing that you left
I'm left with nothing but regret
And it kills me knowing
I could've stopped it and to be honest
I know you left me because I
Left you with no options

I feel you inside my walls
I hear your footsteps down the hall
Know what you're headed for
Get up and lock my door
Hope it can buy me time
'cause I need a little more
You're now inside of my room
You haven't found me here, but soon
I'm underneath my bed
Trying to hold my breath
No, I can't make a sound
I know you paint houses red

And I never understood why
Why you're walkin' out the door
You're missing out on a good guy
You won't ever find another one like me
'Cause the gold in my craft, yo I might be
Then you shook your head and
Said that I was cocky
Then I told you, nah you don't get it
And you said that you don't get it
You're pathetic
You're so stuck up in your rap
And you forgot about the present
And after that yo, you never came back
I was so stubborn that I
Couldn't learn a lesson
I thought you could come around
Or whatever I want i gave you all the signs
To walk like a pedestrian
I feel like I lost you
You feel like I crossed you
You can't buy love but
It'll still cost you
Looking back now, I can't even be mad
That I heard another dude on the
Night that I called you
'Cause I finally woke up and
Realized that I'm the issue
I guess I had to be alone
And I swear sometimes I hear footsteps coming
Down the hall when I'm home
I remember every message that I
Sent you on your birthday
Saying let me get back with you
And you sent me laugh emojis
And it shattered my heart
But nowadays, it's funny that
I laugh with you, damn

I feel you inside my walls
I hear your footsteps down the hall
Know what you're headed for
Get up and lock my door
Hope it can buy me time
'cause I need a little more
You're now inside of my room
You haven't found me here, but soon
I'm underneath my bed
Trying to hold my breath
No, I can't make a sound
I know you paint houses red

I feel you inside my walls
I hear your footsteps down the hall
Know what you're headed for
Guess I never locked my door
I think I'll let you in
'cause I need a little more