Crypt, Joey Nato, Clint Compose - Toxic lyrics
[Crypt, Joey Nato, Clint Compose - Toxic lyrics]
This world's so toxic
This world's so toxic i need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
But this world's so toxic
Why this world so toxic
I need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
I've had some issues for so long
But can't tell 'em, "so long"
Every time I try to steer the ship right
It goes wrong
And I wouldn't be surprised if
Tomorrow the boat's gone
It's all drama like a soap
And I'm just trying to hold on
Though I ain't happy no more
How could I lie?
When I was swimmin' in Miami
I was drownin' inside
But I'm supposed to be winnin'
So I'm just postin' I'm winnin'
Do I wanna be real or fake? I have to decide
It's an easy decision until your
Brand's on the line i said "yeah
I'll take the shot" until they
Hand me the nine
Thought I was much more ready
But now it's much more heavy
Even my breathing is heavier
But my stamina's fine
And it's fucked up, 'cause anxiety, yo
I was never scared of it
I was never scared of it 'till the
Day I was aware of it
And all these panic attacks
Are pubically embarrassing
Yo, me and myself three
Years back? No comparisons
This world's so toxic
This world's so toxic i need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
I'm spending every day chasin' my
Dreams just to be satisfied
Telling myself if I get it, I'll be happy
But that's a lie
I remember bein' broke in college
Didn't have a dime thought if I had money
All my issues would go to the side
Now, fast forward to today
Plenty of coins inside my bank
But my depression multiplied with every
Ounce of cash I made
The world told me I need this dough
Ironic that they had me sold
Money can't buy happiness
But it can make a friendship broke
But it's okay, I got a plan
I just need a couple fans
To show up to my shows and my
Depression will go kick the can
Scratch that, it's not enough
I'll post a pic of the shows I've done
And people say my crowd is
Small, I've fallen off, i've lost my buzz
This world is so toxic
And I wish that I could stop it
People tear you down when they
See any kind of progress
They projectin' all this sadness when
Their goals cannot be reached
And if they cannot succeed
Then why should you and me?
This world's so toxic
This world's so toxic i need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
But this world's so toxic
Why this world so toxic
I need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
This world's so toxic i need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
But this world's so toxic
Why this world so toxic
I need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
I've had some issues for so long
But can't tell 'em, "so long"
Every time I try to steer the ship right
It goes wrong
And I wouldn't be surprised if
Tomorrow the boat's gone
It's all drama like a soap
And I'm just trying to hold on
Though I ain't happy no more
How could I lie?
When I was swimmin' in Miami
I was drownin' inside
But I'm supposed to be winnin'
So I'm just postin' I'm winnin'
Do I wanna be real or fake? I have to decide
It's an easy decision until your
Brand's on the line i said "yeah
I'll take the shot" until they
Hand me the nine
Thought I was much more ready
But now it's much more heavy
Even my breathing is heavier
But my stamina's fine
And it's fucked up, 'cause anxiety, yo
I was never scared of it
I was never scared of it 'till the
Day I was aware of it
And all these panic attacks
Are pubically embarrassing
Yo, me and myself three
Years back? No comparisons
This world's so toxic
This world's so toxic i need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
I'm spending every day chasin' my
Dreams just to be satisfied
Telling myself if I get it, I'll be happy
But that's a lie
I remember bein' broke in college
Didn't have a dime thought if I had money
All my issues would go to the side
Now, fast forward to today
Plenty of coins inside my bank
But my depression multiplied with every
Ounce of cash I made
The world told me I need this dough
Ironic that they had me sold
Money can't buy happiness
But it can make a friendship broke
But it's okay, I got a plan
I just need a couple fans
To show up to my shows and my
Depression will go kick the can
Scratch that, it's not enough
I'll post a pic of the shows I've done
And people say my crowd is
Small, I've fallen off, i've lost my buzz
This world is so toxic
And I wish that I could stop it
People tear you down when they
See any kind of progress
They projectin' all this sadness when
Their goals cannot be reached
And if they cannot succeed
Then why should you and me?
This world's so toxic
This world's so toxic i need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'
But this world's so toxic
Why this world so toxic
I need more grindin'
I need some more grindin'
Sometimes I feel like cryin'
Feels like I'm dyin' inside
Mama, I'm tryin'
I swear, mama, I'm tryin'