Crywank - Trying To Pass Off Playing Merge Games As A Form Of Meditation lyrics
[Crywank - Trying To Pass Off Playing Merge Games As A Form Of Meditation lyrics]
What feels like nature so it’s stuck
Hard to embrace what can not change when
It just makes you feel fucked
Some pains they felt they vanished
After so long unaddressed
When I’m alone too long I find
These feelings were all repressed
Hold my nose and breath and swallow three
My chest bubbles up with escapees
Gulp twice more if body does so please
Then release
And so the method hеlps you cope
Return to memorizеd routine
So I am pacified by reminders of
Times my mind was clean
It’s sure not cure but distraction
Is the safest in between
Just to get me through
This moment, this hour, this day this week
Tap legs, tug hair, smoke and stare at screen
Meditation seems too hard for me
But repetition helps these
Hard thoughts breathe zone out reprieve
So contemplation enters
Self-flagellation easily
I beat myself up but
I’m now speaking metaphysically
The existential dread debilitated
With such frequency
So I need coping mechanisms
To still live peacefully
Hiccup cures, and counting games I need
Record breaking swallow-fest indeed
Reasoning fidget behaviour, they read
As hyperbole