Curtis Waters - Pity Party lyrics

I hate the mall i hate the public
I hate the sun my eyes are burning
I hate my friends i don't deserve them
I hate their love no, I'm not worthy
I hate their love i'm suffocating
Build my own casket cover the casing
I love my mom but she's too perfect
I hate the fact i'm always hurting
I wanna hide i am a burden
I wanna hide i am a burden
I hated school i kept on flunking
Maybe I'm stupid maybe I'm learning

I tried I tried
I can't be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
I can't be what you want me to be

I like the hospital they understand me there
They cuffed my hands tight
Police car took me there
I made some new friends i heard some stories
I know I'm not a failure
At least I'm growing where am I going
I'm on my own path atleast I'm growing
I'll be my own man soon
All this guilt Inside my brain
It's gonna kill me trynna feel alright
My pain, it won't leave me
I've been blessed and cursed
At birth with my feelings
All the shit I hate the shit is the real me
Got my little brother here
He's just like me
You can try again with him
Please don't hate me no no

I tried I tried
I can't be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
I can't be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
I can't be what you want me to be
I tried I tried
(You have to make the right choice)