Cxrpse - IM SCARED TO BE 30 AND STILL RAPPING LIKE YOU NIGGAS lyrics

Huh, yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah, yeah
Okay, huh

Every night, I wanna run away (Run away)
Daydream, thinking 'bout a better place
Can't look me in the mirror 'cause
I fucking hate my face (Hate my face,  yeah)
I bet if I died it would be a holiday
(yeah yeah yeah)
Giving my all to be better, but whatever
(Huh) niggas want me to be lesser
Every day, i feel more pressure to the
Lyric down to letters
Insecurity insidе of me, I'm sober
Just in spite of mе (Spite of me)
No human can inspire me
And I wanna retire please
I been doing all this shit for years (Years)
Just to fuck up my own life
And spending nights in drowning tears (Tear)
Everybody tryna hate me
But I made it a career (Career)
Battle suicidal thoughts and demons
Talking in my ear (yeah yeah, Uh uh)

I'm so tired (So tired)
Why do we desire? (Desire)
I try live life with liars (yeah yeah)
If I died one more time
I'll get higher, higher, agh

Bitch, I'm done from working all day (yeah)
Bitch, I grind so I could get paid
You put on a front 'cause you lame
All you got a pussy-ass-brain (Ayy)
I can't take it, you're the same (yeah)
I just wanna go learn a trade
Get off the mic and go run a fade (yeah yeah)
Hate yo' life 'cause everything fake
(yeah yeah yeah) i thought music was so fun
(Fun) , flexing bitches, totin' guns (Guns)
Should known from the day
(yeah) I started, doing it I won but now
I'm getting older and one day I'll have a son
And before I die like you
I wanna win and then be done (Done)
I cannot be a statistic
(No) , youngling was a misfit (yeah)
Lost a lotta friends, '17 yeah, I miss it
(I said I miss it)
They could never do it how
I do while doing dishes (Doing dishes)
Been sold out shows
(yeah) , go and buy a ticket (yeah)

Suck my fu (Uh) stupid ass rap