CYNE - Up Above lyrics

One more time, I gotta see your face
And I cry every time I think about the
Things that you did held me there
Always told me to face my fears
I held the tears back, had to get a beer
Just to maintain from all
The stress and pain, i held
You there, but damn
Now you’re gone from here i think
About the things that I
Should have said before the fall
I scream and I curse at God for taking
You away so early in my life you never
Had a chance to see me have a wife
Never be a grandmother and see my kids
You’ll never see your son mature and grow
On to live i’m fighting
The tears to stay strong for the fam
But damn
I’m just a man with a broken plan, I am
I’m just a man with a broken plan, I am
I’m just a man come on

Sometimes, I just zone out thinking
About everything that you did
For me, all the love that you had given me
But
Then I think about where you are right now
And it brings me peace, and it brings
Me joy but sometimes
I still feel a little bit empty

Sometimes, when the stress of
The day is thick, i have
A wish to have that one last kiss, one
More hug
Rejoice and grand with love of God above
Allah I needed because the stress
And strain
The pain come down the rain the Sun
It came too late, now it’s not the same
My life has changed
My soul has an empty place
And only the sound of your
Voice can fill the space

I’ll wrestle
Angels just to see your face again because
You were my life, my mother and friend
You reside in God’s love
Now in Heaven above, so don’t
You move your son gonna see you soon, I run
Past the hardships, tears
And pain growing up
I said your name, you always came
Hold my hand, guiding me through the storm
Now I need to be strong
‘cause you’re with the Lord

From the beginning of end to
The finish of start, hold
Close to my heart no matter how hard things
Get to be, it’s you I see smiling, crying
Looking down at me with tears
Of joy come hold your baby boy
Look at me now it’ll make momma proud so she
Can see the things I aspire to be she sowed
The seed, and now her boy’s a tree, and the
Roots are strong and they’re growing long
And raise the star, let the feast of God in
All the love that you’ve given me helped
Me become the man you see, so
Hold me close and never let me go
Lo and behold the time you have to go
Spread your wings, momma
Let you fly ‘cause God
Himself will be the one to
Dry your eyes goodbye i’ll wrestle
Angels just to see your face again because
You were my life, my mother and friend
You reside in God’s love
Now in Heaven above, so don’t
You move your son gonna see you soon, I run
Past the hardships, tears
And pain growing up
I said your name, you always came
Hold my hand, guiding me through the storm
Now I need to be strong
‘cause you’re with the Lord