Danny Brown - Clean Up lyrics

No matter how much I implore

The thoughts are cloudy
In the marijuana sky
But it started raining molly
It got me feeling sorry while
I'm feeling on myself
Cause, I don't know this bitch name
But, I'm feeling on her breast
I know it ain't right
But in this state I don't care
A whole week went past, I ain't gone nowhere
Hotel rooms crushing pills and menus
Daughter sending me messages saying "Daddy
I miss you"
But in this condition I don't think
She need to see me ain't slept in four days
And I'm smelling like seaweed
Problems in my past haunt my
Future and the present
Escaping from reality got me
Missing my blessings
Sent a couple G's but that make it no better
And now I got habit's that
Ain't getting no better
And it ain't that easy tryna get all together
Been stressed for so long
Think depression done set in

It's time for me to clean it up
I came too far to fuck it up, like

Pops left mom when I was only 18
So rightfully that meant I had to
Be the man of things
And by 28, mom was damn near homeless
And now I'm 31
She 'bout to fucking cop her own shit
Triple beam dreams brought me
Nothing but nightmares
Thought that I was helping but
The system don't fight fair
Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me
Pops my only visit
They the only ones that loved me
That's why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags
Knowing that this tee could feed
My nephew for a week for material I'm weak
Acting like I don't care
I spend it all on clothes
Then something is wrong there
I sent my mom some G's
But that makes it no better
Cause now I got habit's that
Ain't getting no better
And it ain't that easy tryna
Get it all together
I been stressed for so long
Think depression done set in

It's time for me to clean it up
I came too far to fuck it up, like