Dax - Dear Alcohol lyrics

(LexNour)

I got wasted 'cause I didn't
Wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
And I keep drinkin' 'til I'm
Someone I don't recognize i got wasted
I got wasted 'cause I didn't
Wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm
Someone I don't recognize i got wasted

Repeat the cycle every day
I gotta start with a drink
My life been getting sorta crazy
And I don't wanna think
I look myself right in the mirror
And I don't even blink then I get angry
Take the rest and pour it right in the sink
I know where this road goes
Alcohol ain't my friend
But I keep drinkin' 'cause these demons roam
And follow me 'round everywhere I go
It clouds my mind and soul
It turns my heart cold
But I keep drinkin' 'cause it makes
Me feel like I'm not alone
I'm havin' problems
My pride won't let me reach out
Lookin' at this bottle
Havin' nothin' but doubt don't wanna drink
But it keeps comin' around
And around and around

I know I need to quit (I need to quit)
I gotta do better (I gotta do better)
Example to these kids (Example to these kids)
'Cause they watchin' when I'm in there
But I'm scared
'Cause I've been chasin' the man that I
Am when I start to drink he's cocky
Confident and he don't give a
Damn what you think
This world is beatin' me down
It has pushed me right to the brink
I take a shot every time because
Man it helps me escape
I'm takin' care of these people
But no one takes care of me
I wanna talk to somebody
But I feel no one relates
I need better now, I think I've lost my way
I'm havin' battles with faith
It's painted right on my face
I hope better times are comin'
No chase but I'm still runnin'
I gotta take control
And I won't stop for nothin'
Dear God, this is my test
Promise that I'll do my best
Just help me with this pain I feel
And pressure that is on my chest

I got wasted 'cause I didn't
Wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm
Someone I don't recognize i got wasted
I got wasted 'cause I didn't
Wanna deal with myself tonight
My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
I keep drinkin' 'til I'm
Someone I don't recognize i got wasted