Deadly Venoms, Taunja - Look Into My Eyes lyrics

Will times ever change? Nah
They only re-arrange
Things still remain, weight
Heavy on the brain
Though I'm goin insane, I can't loose control
Cruise control, next tragic hit
Who's to know? Crack killing babies
Niggas holdin on to 380's
Yellin out, nobody can fade me, forget me not
Baby on the come and get me plot
Sometimes I wonder how can this be stopped
Playin Russian roulette, no protection, love
In the sex
Ain't no telling what disease they
Be comin' with next
We gotta conquer all the nonsense
Too many folks out livin' they
Life without a conscience ain't caring
Wanna fight a nigga just for staring
Kids shooting up schools cuz
Somebody dared 'em
United we live, divided we fall
Take a look into my eyes you can see it all

Look into my eyes and see
Look into my eyes and see
If you look into my eyes
Nah naaaa nah nah, nah naaa nah nah

It all started when we came
Across the water in chains
There's no change
We still a generation of pain
Little kids dying
While our mothers are steady crying
But what about the girl from the hood
Who steady trying
High school grad attends college next fall
Plane ticket out of state, USC where she ball
Future draft pick for the WNBA
But her dreams all ended on that terrible day
Little Nicky, the only child her mother had
She got caught in a cross fire
Of a deal gone bad
Now we have tournaments on the
Block to honor her name
With ribbons on our jerseys
To remember her pain
Number 13, now retired in the hall of fame
It's the number that I still wear
In all of my games
Its insane, the way her life had to end
We was like Jordan and Pippen
She was my very best friend

I been rapping for many years, in the game
About 8 lived through three damn straight
But they don't hold weight
But wait, this shit here gonna take the cake
Out of order nonsense
Least they give you a break
Plus I'm stressed the fuck out and
Got a child to feed lost my moms
I guess thats why I puff the weed
Just look into my eyes and tell
Me what do ya see
That I'm black and I'm broke
And got a split personality
Sittin' on the edge of the seat
Contemplating
Starin' death right in the face
Hands are shakin'
Sweatin' all out of my clothes
With blood in my nose should I end it now
While my eyes are closed?
Feel my head fall back, but is it time to go?
Time to shine, time for me to get that dough
Living the life
Fiendin' like a thief in the night
Gettin' me tight, hatin' cuz
I'm seeing the light, and it's on