Deca - Gemstar lyrics

Contradict the "sticks stones break
Brittle bones" sayin'
I've been known to use words as razorblades
Some nights your crib was nothing more
Than a place to stay
A rest haven 'till the break of day
Break away from the same old same old
Monotony will drain the soul
Combat all vain attempts to gain control
The never ending struggle between
Sun and moon
A peasant with no love for a queen
Sun is doomed
To a foul existence, a foul lifestyle
The only thing that I'm concerned
With is the right now momentary fulfillment
Spent nights messing with temptresses and
Questioning your real intent
What we had was beautiful, I can't deny that
Lost touch with the world
Caught in your venus flytrap


Sidetracked, forgot all about my true love
Beats rhymes and LIFE crew neglected
Fuckin' with you love
I know you weren't tryin' to hold me back
You told me that
But something brought the old me back
Too cold to react
To the world around, numb from head to toe
Runnin' from myself
Too selfish to let you know

It started off so perfect, the shirt fit
Sure to lift the curse that
Lives beneath the surface
Sick of with perverse urges
Nervous at first reminiscent of my first kiss
And I convinced myself that it
Was a love thing
We fucked for hours once the
Poison flooded my bloodstream
Kicked it everyday for weeks straight
No need for a break
Content in your presence and lost
In a dream state
I reawaken, like "look at the time love"
Confined to your bedroom
Lookin' to find love
Waste away the day lost in your smile
Escape the shades of gray at
Least for a while (Come on)

Her feelings was so -
Her feelings was so -so, so strong
Feelings was so -so -so, so strong

The reoccurring theme, find something so pure
Make believe it's love
Everything ya hope for
So sure at the core it's all folklore
Curse the gods 'till your throat's sore
Eyeliner drippin' down your solemn face
(solemn face)
I know you still hopin' there's a
Chance things'll fall in place
(fall in place)
All for nothing, cursin' infidelity
I'm hollow inside and gotta fill
The void with selfish need
Connect hips in repetition
Wet lips and move on to the next position
Sweat drippin' off your flesh slippin'
My decisions made in intoxicated states
The consequence your actions hit ya once you
Catch a slap across the face
Avoided phone calls from so and so
Self-destruction set to drive off a cliff
Crash and burn tell 'em nothing
A sucker for cheap thrills
Covered in silk sheets
Bitter sweet free will sleep
Deceitful freaks left the queen behind for
Something less divine (less divine)
Fools rush in and lose interest in time
These are interesting times nothing
Sacred or pure
The moment the thrill is gone I'm
Headin' straight for the door

It started off so perfect, the shirt fit
Sure to lift the curse that
Lives beneath the surface
Sick of with perverse urges
Nervous at first reminiscent of my first kiss
And I convinced myself that it
Was a love thing
We fucked for hours once the
Poison flooded my bloodstream
Kicked it everyday for weeks straight
No need for a break
Content in your presence and lost
In a dream state
I reawaken, like "look at the time love"
Confined to your bedroom
Lookin' to find love
Waste away the day lost in your smile
Escape the shades of gray at
Least for a while (Come on)

She hit me in the heart
She hit me in the heart
She hit me in the heart
She hit me in the heart

She hit me in the heart