Delaures - Suicide note lyrics
[Delaures - Suicide note lyrics]
Breathing the smoke I ain't smoking
Again I feel dead
Inside from the chain that chokes my neck
Feel like i won't be living again
That feeling inside when you're
Done with the rest put a gun to your head
Tryna escape all the pain but
Hoping for an easier way
You cry all night til you can't
Take it anymore the pills
In your hand and fall to the floor
All of my friends tell me I'm dead
They don't understand that there's
Clouds in my head
From the scars on my wrist that I have bled
No hope for my sanity but I'm
Hoping they bury me still
Whos gonna be thеre when I got no one еlse
Who's gonna save me inside this hell
They say if you don't honor your
Craft then you won't ever excel, yeah
Alone on my tombstone awaiting
My death but it
Feels like forever just laying in bed
I'm praying for life but what
Does that mean? I
Might as well start praying for an end
I feel so depressed from the
Stress in my chest
Tryna be great but I'm nothing not the best
I'll wait for you until you find me again
But my mind has these thoughts
And I'll be dying again
At 15 I stayed in my room all depressed takin
Pills that were pressed now
I’m overly stressed
I’m bleeding can’t feel my
Heart beating doc said
He might have to rip open chest
If I die don’t you cry just
Know it’s for the best
Tell my son that I love em
And I tried my best
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest
And they’ll probably think that I’m
Weak when I’m dead
But there’s enough life in the
Lines that I’ve left
And the people inside of this
Life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget
Just know I’m finding rest
When I’m finally dead
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if
I was the one who was dead
Without me always making her stressed
If my brain continues to function I hope
That our memories fill up my head
At least it would be like I ain’t even left
In the graveyard
There’s blood to the right and the left
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head
My whole life alright fine let’s
Just cut to the end in my dreams
I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if
We talkin honestly what’s one more death
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I
Grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed
Dead in this bed
Again I feel dead
Inside from the chain that chokes my neck
Feel like i won't be living again
That feeling inside when you're
Done with the rest put a gun to your head
Tryna escape all the pain but
Hoping for an easier way
You cry all night til you can't
Take it anymore the pills
In your hand and fall to the floor
All of my friends tell me I'm dead
They don't understand that there's
Clouds in my head
From the scars on my wrist that I have bled
No hope for my sanity but I'm
Hoping they bury me still
Whos gonna be thеre when I got no one еlse
Who's gonna save me inside this hell
They say if you don't honor your
Craft then you won't ever excel, yeah
Alone on my tombstone awaiting
My death but it
Feels like forever just laying in bed
I'm praying for life but what
Does that mean? I
Might as well start praying for an end
I feel so depressed from the
Stress in my chest
Tryna be great but I'm nothing not the best
I'll wait for you until you find me again
But my mind has these thoughts
And I'll be dying again
At 15 I stayed in my room all depressed takin
Pills that were pressed now
I’m overly stressed
I’m bleeding can’t feel my
Heart beating doc said
He might have to rip open chest
If I die don’t you cry just
Know it’s for the best
Tell my son that I love em
And I tried my best
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest
And they’ll probably think that I’m
Weak when I’m dead
But there’s enough life in the
Lines that I’ve left
And the people inside of this
Life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget
Just know I’m finding rest
When I’m finally dead
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if
I was the one who was dead
Without me always making her stressed
If my brain continues to function I hope
That our memories fill up my head
At least it would be like I ain’t even left
In the graveyard
There’s blood to the right and the left
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head
My whole life alright fine let’s
Just cut to the end in my dreams
I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if
We talkin honestly what’s one more death
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I
Grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed
Dead in this bed