Derek Webb - Goodbye, For Now lyrics

The reason it’s been so long since we talked
I’m not ready to show up and feel nothing
I don’t even feel sad anymore
I'm just always looking for your replacement

I still believe in love
Like i believe in just war
I think it’s possible
But maybe just not anymore

So i say goodbye, for now goodbye, for now
Goodbye, for now so i say goodbye, for now
Goodbye, for now goodbye, for now
So i’m back in the corner of this bar
Just studying a glass and these faces
I’ve been looking for the one i lost
And for eternity in the wrong places

So either you aren’t real
Or i am just not chosen
Maybe i’ll never know
Either way, my heart is broken

As i say goodbye, for now goodbye, for now
Goodbye, for now as i say goodbye, for now
Goodbye, for now goodbye, for now

So you left me here to
Document the slow unraveling
Of a man who burned the house down
Where he kept everything
Excommunication never made much sense to me
Like abandonment to demonstrate how
You’ll never leave and yet you say

And i say goodbye, for now goodbye, for now
Goodbye, for now oh, i say goodbye, for now
Goodbye, for now goodbye, for now