Derek Webb - I Want A Broken Heart lyrics

I've got faith in the bank
And money in my heart
I've got a calloused place where
Your ring used to be, my love
I've traded naked and unashamed
For a better place to hide
For a righteous mask
A suit of fig leaves and lies

I thought the cattle on a thousand hills
Was not enough to pay my bills
And i fell in love with
Those who proved me wrong
And now i want a broken heart
Now there's a great pad lock
On the place where i was free
And i'm feeling bad from swallowing that key
Now i work real hard but
I mostly call in sick
Of a broken back from the
Ground fighting back at me

I cannot look you in the eye
So i check the knots on my disguise
'cause i fell in love with
Fashion in the dark
And now i want a broken heart

I've got alibis for every crime
A substitute to do my time
'cause Your heart breaks enough
On both our parts
And now i want a broken heart
Now i want a broken heart
Now i want a broken heart