Derez De’Shon - Autopilot lyrics

Yeah, it's like
I'm here, but I ain't here, lost
Its something in my drink, what did I pour?
Who that? You know?
Derez De'Shon

When I woke up this morning (This morning)
I prayed for guidance (I prayed for guidance)
I'm lost on these drugs, my heart gone
I'm trying to find it
(I'm trying to find it)
I can't see the future
Demons got me blinded
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it
Wondering where the time went, yeah
Going crazy, where my mind at? yeah
Live on camera, ain't no privacy
(No privacy) and every day is up and down
I stay on private jets (yeah)
Been walking 'round like a
Zombie, on autopilot, yeah
Auto Auto Autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here
On autopilot

I don't trust no one, no
One, only trust myself, yeah
Big gun under my belt, uh playin' with me
That's like takin' your last breath
Down to my last shell
Remember I asked for help
Then did it all by my damn self, yep
Just like a man, yep plus I'm a dad, yep
I got a son and daughter
Know I'll be damned, yep
They go without, 'cause niggas ain't
Playin' fair, yeah, yeah, yeah
What would it cost me?
Why would you cross me? (Why?)
How could you cross me?
When I gave you everything, allow me

Demons and angels fighting for my soul
(For my soul) this ain't no thought
This shit that I just know (I just know)
It's something in my drink
What did I pour? yeah
On so much dope, hope I don't overdose
Overdose

When I woke up this morning
(This morning) , I prayed for
Guidance (I prayed for guidance, yeah)
I'm lost on these drugs, my heart gone
I'm trying to find it (O oh)
I can't see the future
Demons got me blinded (I'm blinded)
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it
Wondering where the time went, yeah
Going crazy, where my mind at? yeah
Live on camera, ain't no privacy
(Ain't no privacy)
And every day is up and down
I stay on private jets (On private jets)
Been walking 'round like a
Zombie, on autopilot, yeah
(Autopilot, yeah) auto Auto Autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here
On autopilot (Oh)
Autopilot (Oh, oh)
I'm right here, but I'm not here
On autopilot

Yeah, you can look at my face
And tell I lost sleep, but I can't sleep
(Can't sleep)
No food on my plate, I ain't been eating
Plus I've been geeked (Grr)
Rent late and the lights been of about a week
(A week) me and my bitch falling out
She talking like she leaving, yeah
Look at what I had and all I got left
I put my feelings in the bag
Put my heart on the shelf
Still injured from the past, all these scars
All these welts
I gave you everything I had when
All I had left was me

Demons and angels fighting for my soul
(For my soul) this ain't no thought
This shit that I just know
It's something in my drink
What did I pour? yeah
On so much dope, hope I don't overdose

When I woke up this morning
(This morning) , I prayed for
Guidance (I prayed for guidance, yeah)
I'm lost on these drugs, my heart gone
I'm trying to find it (O oh)
I can't see the future
Demons got me blinded (I'm blinded)
My life a movie and I wish I could rewind it
Wondering where the time went, yeah
Going crazy, where my mind at? yeah
Live on camera, ain't no privacy
(Ain't no privacy)
And every day is up and down
I stay on private jets (On private jets)
Been walking 'round like a
Zombie, on autopilot, yeah
(Autopilot, yeah) aut Aut Autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here
On autopilot autopilot
I'm right here, but I'm not here
On autopilot
(Demons and angels fighting for my soul)

I'm talking 'bout, like
(This ain't no thought
This shit that I just know)
Being all there in pain, like
(It's something in my drink
What did I pour? yeah)
You there, with your brain so nervous now
Lost (On so much dope, hope I don't overdose)