Kevin Gates, Derez De’Shon - Worst Pain lyrics

I wake up every morning
With the weight of the world on my shoulders
Feeling like the strongest man in the world
But I ain’t Hercules

When trying to make a million
You’ll lose everything
Have you wondering is it worth it
And I know nobody’s perfect
But all the shit I’m going through
Do I deserve it?
I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose
Showing love but not to see it is the worsest
Pain that I ever felt
The worsest pain that I ever felt

These rap niggas lying
They don’t sleep in a trap
They don’t wake up to a nigga
Throwin' a brick in they lap
And I don’t glorify the dope boy lifestyle
Sick and tired of living
The poor boy lifestyle
Laying with the chopstick and the baby nine
Ready to take a nigga out
If he play with mine
Baby momma call, background baby crying
Tried to ignore her but she
Called 'bout eighty times
One house with ten nigga
Mind on the same thing
And you the only one that ain’t
Been to the chain gang
And they asked you to keep rapping
So we can change things
And since they told you to start
Trapping been hard to maintain

When trying to make a million
You’ll lose everything
Have you wondering is it worth it
And I know nobody’s perfect
But all the shit I’m going through
Do I deserve it?
I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose
Showing love but not to see it is the worsest
Pain that I ever felt
The worsest pain that I ever felt

(Get him Gates)
I’m a little overweight but no one’s perfect
Down on bended knees, Boyz I I Men
Seeking purple
Just wanted a bad bitch to find me attractive
Clothes dirty
Make it difficult when finding me attractive
Sucked up the slack
Picked up a fumble and made it happen
After the snap, started punting
Pray I don’t get tackled know what it take
Don’t do what it take 'cause
I pray for balance
Misperceiving me in the media
I ain’t pray for glamour
Real street niggas in Atlanta
Who play with falcons
Surveillance on my home and phone
While I pay for cameras
Talked about in church
When it hurt get upset
Wondering which one of my loved ones
Gonna turn on me next gates

When trying to make a million
You’ll lose everything
Have you wondering is it worth it
And I know nobody’s perfect
But all the shit I’m going through
Do I deserve it?
I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose
Showing love but not to see it is the worsest
Pain that I ever felt
The worsest pain that I ever felt

When trying to make a million
You’ll lose everything
Have you wondering is it worth it
And I know nobody’s perfect
But all the shit I’m going through
Do I deserve it?
I’m confused, trying to figure out my purpose
Showing love but not to see it is the worsest
Pain that I ever felt
The worsest pain that I ever felt