Derez De’Shon - Time Went lyrics

I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go when the sky lit
'Cause lately I been living in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first
But a nigga stuck in last
Hit the gas on these niggas
I might crash cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on a necklace
Five hundred on a house I ain't even stepped
In and I'm starting to regret it
Said I'm starting to regret it

Wake up in the morning like how
Can I get used to this
I never had much, I swear I'm new to this
Know you still see the wrist
Diamond in my Cuban shit
Riding in newest whip
Fucking on the cutest bitch
Never thought I'd make it off Rex Road
Never thought I'd make it off selling dope
Never thought I'd make it up out the hole
Now a nigga sit on the top floor
Looking down like fuck it
I'm in the building
Thinking 'bout shit I did and I'm
Lucky I'm not in prison
Used to wake up in the trap like fuck it
I'm in the trenches
Niggas talking 'bout they eating
And I'm starving
What's in the kitchen nigga?
Personal chef, fixing Froot Loops
This rich lifestyle gon' take
Some getting used to
Walked in the bank like my first
Day at a new school
Hopped off the plane and jumped
Right in the new coupe
No roof, windows see through, no tint nigga
Pull up and make sure they know
Exactly who it is nigga
Said I wouldn't make and they
Hate the fact I did
Mama didn't think I'd be shit but
She happy that I'm is nigga
Problem child but pops happy I'm his kid
I probably wouldn't be me if I
Ain't meet him how I did
Kids want to be me
They mama tell 'em I ain't shit
If I'm a bad father
I'll hit when I deal it

I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go when the sky lit
'Cause lately I been living in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first
But a nigga stuck in last
Hit the gas on these niggas
I might crash cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on a necklace
Five hundred on a house I ain't even stepped
In and I'm starting to regret it
Said I'm starting to regret it

I want everything that comes with it
The hating ass niggas and the bitches
The problems and the issues
The pain and the prescription
'Cause I ain't never had shit
Remember getting evicted
'Cause I ain't never have rent
Broke as fuck didn't have shit
I'm the one they laughed at
Now I'm the one they mad at
I take off in the foreign like a rocket
Where is NASA all these Jesus pieces on my
Neck like I'm a pastor
All these diamonds blinging
Jewelry flashing like some hazards
All my chains be dancing on
My chest like MC Hammer
I swear I asked for help but
I ain't never get an answer
I was calling, I was texting
Ain't nobody text me back
Felt like I was moving backwards
Pictures speak of me in words, no captions
Picture me on the curb when I was trappin'
Rent due any day and plus
My daughter need some Pampers
The lights off and we done ran out of candles
They ask me why I don't smile for the camera
Since a child I done had
A heart full of anger
I got weak and I gave my heart to a stranger
It got hard and I prayed to God for an angel

I wonder where the time went
I wonder where your smile went
I wonder where the dreams go when the sky lit
'Cause lately I been living in the past
Feelin' like I'm supposed to be in first
But a nigga stuck in last
Hit the gas on these niggas
I might crash cause I'm reckless
Dropped a twenty on a necklace
Five hundred on a house I ain't even stepped
In and I'm starting to regret it
Said I'm starting to regret it