Despised Icon - Sheltered Reminiscence lyrics

In those woods, I still remember the odours
The moistened bed where I chose to sleep
Surrounded by my own crimson
Liquor of existence
I started to fade in history

At that moment
Only the sound of pulsations through
My arms consolidated my seclusion

Anesthetized by fury and desolation
I inflicted myself capital retribution
As the leaves were coloured
With my constitution
Grief and lamentations suited me with
With astonishing cold

As the dark sky vanished before my eyes
Fragments of consciousness could
Only illustrate parcels of this affair



I sadly can't restore every event
In it's respective time: Agitated voices
Strident sirens and blistering pain
In both arms