Devlin - The Devil In lyrics

I've been away for a while 'cause shit
Weren't sweet like Tate and Lyle
I held it together with the fakest smile
But they rate my style
When men that I thought were tight moved on
I couldn't give them what they want
With a heart compiled of hatred
How the fuck can you be my dog?
Left alive and lost in the ice and frost
Too many of my wires got crossed
Then I fell into my comfort zone
Smoking trees that literally looked like logs
When the fans ask 'Where's Devs gone?'
Taking a slut to a fancy restaurant
When I should have been headstrong
To then feel stepped on, life's harsh

What you think you're doing?
Running around like some idiot
Need to start focusing
You've been wasting time

The devil inside of me
The side you just don't see
I've been fighting, who? Me
It felt like amazing grace
I was blind, now I see

Wanna know where I've been? Me too
It's a blur of booze and birds
Wake up with a hand all bruised and
I ain't got a clue what occurred
I've been the prick too long
Going on like I don't care
About the career I tailored
From the stone and bricks in Satan's lair
But life will take you there when
You get robbed of a relative
And when I drive by your old flat
I blow a kiss and reminisce
I can't write inside this pad
I'm more pissed than I've ever been
So I try to escape this curse
Tryna run from the devil in

Come on brother you made this man
I think the game needs this bruv
This is all you fucking know
Need to get up man

The devil inside of me
The side you just don't see
I've been fighting, who? Me
It felt like amazing grace
I was blind, now I see

I wake up on the sofa with a
Sore head in my friends house
No cash in my wallet
I know that I'm back in the ends now
Factories, flats and vomit
Every house looks run down
Screw-face and I'm on it
I ain't hard like onyx
But lost it, where's the anti-psychotics?
I'm falling apart but the streets ask
When's the album dropping?
When this writers' block subsides and I
Feel like writing again about topics
Until then I just crawl inside my
Shell and it feels so horrid

The devil inside of me
The side you just don't see
I said I've been fighting, who? Me
It felt like amazing grace
I was blind, now I see, now I see