D’Haelo, Saint Sleep, COMA6 - ​solitary lyrics

Hide my pain on the corner
Of the yard being solitary
Staring at my cracked phone screen
Before I have to hurry
The day started perfectly
Without greeting anyone that's fine
'cause ignoring me is what they want
I ain't got no social since a long time
They learned with their partners
I learned with myself
Well, this puzzle part is too
Unstable for my health
Yeah, I done all the work by myself
Every time I get to know
A new circle of pеople
With a self-confidencе at zero
Without the ego of a hero
Does it feel like it takes an
Eternity to make it peaceful
But would it work out if our world
Is not even at that level?
Would it work out? Is
There something I doubt?
Maybe yeah, maybe not, maybe, why not?
I still tryna find the faith
In a not-so-full amount
Of people in this fucking house

I just seen the evil in these people
They don't want to be my friends
Why just treat me equal when you need
A cleanse away from this bullshit
Completely understand you like the
Static on the television
I can see why you wanna split
I can see why you wanna dip away from
This place become someone else for a day
Maybe someone with some false ambitions
Maybe be a person with
Some plans or something
Have a little garden with some
Plants that you never water
Be a better author write a book about
The bargains that you never made
Watch me fade away into obscurity both forget
The times we had until we 53
I can see that you kept the chains on my feet
How nice it must be to never let me free
Crazy how far that you've come but you
Have yet to be a better me

Hope it's the last time coming
Got both feet on the ground
Fucking knots inside my stomach
Wonder how I made it out
Bleeding gums and shaky hands
Now what the fuck im on about?
Screaming demons out my lungs
Now they projecting out my mouth
Always wonder why they help in the deep ruts
Always wonder why I stayed
With that fake love
I been fucked so many times for the same lust
Never wondered why I offered up my frayed gut
Sick of speaking on the shit
That made me hate trust
But I been learning how to make
It through the pain fine
And if I offered up my
Soul would you repay us
If I can find another one
That won't betray mine
If I can find another one
That won't betray mine
If I can find another one
That won't betray mine