Diabolic, Maggie Burnz - Fable lyrics

I hear knocking on the walls
And the pictures start to fall
Living on daydreams, my fists clench
Choking on misery
High heels on, flip my switch
Before I made it to the highway

We ain't been talking lately baby
So I wrote this letter
I wrote it to a beat tonight
So I could focus better
Alcohol had be buckling below the pressure
I should've just given in and
Held you close as ever instead of drinking
Be it till my breath is stinking
Looking back
I don't know what the fuck I was thinking
I should know better
Should've learned from my mistakes
And put those psycho trait's inside
In their rightful place
You done stuck with me
Through thick and thin, rich and poor
I know you love me, why am I so insecure?
It's so unattractive, it's just immature
I get so stubborn i just need to listen more
You're the girl who was on the
Phone with me for hours
I wouldn't be here if you
Hadn't given me the power
Now I'm sitting sulking
Left with this emotion
Trying to fix what's broken
Maybe it's an omen
Lost my soul to this game, though
My heart to the stage glow
No mistake, I'm unable to get lost in a fable

I need to change
And tell you how I feel about you
I'm sorry that I doubt you
'cuz I can't live without you
I'm sorry that the shit I
Said still cutting through ya
I'm sorry that I let my
Past fuck up your future
This for every time you had
To see the crazy Sean
Every time I compared you to my baby mom
Can't believe I said that, that was way wrong
She couldn't hold a candle to
You in a fucking seance
You're not a selfish fiend
You're a helpless queen
'Cuz your king's acting psycho
With no self esteem
If I could, I would build a time machine
Go back and knock myself out before I
Caused a violent scene
I'd eat more lima beans, I'd become a vegan
I'd go to yoga
Quit the smokes that I'm breathing
I would give up drinking
I would pledge allegiance
To never being the drunk asshole
You're used to seeing

Lost my soul to this game, though
My heart to the stage glow
No mistake, I'm unable to get lost in a fable

If I could, i would do what I'm supposed to
Do and grow with you
I wouldn't hold shit over you
Or try controlling you
I wouldn't compare you to
Some ho sniffing percocet
I would treat you like gold
'cuz you deserve respect
I wouldn't be some crazy
Insecure nervous wreck some worthless ex
Indicative of hurting stress
That's my worst regret
Why'd I say that? And learn
The hard way there's things you're
Not allowed to take back
Maybe I could change that
And you'll understand maybe Alex gets reiki
Freaky with her fucking hands
Maybe then, I'll become another man
Who deserves to be the one
You give another chance
So I could show my true
Colors like the four leaves
And spend my life with you on
A small beach in Maldives
Maybe if I change enough
Then you'll change your mind
Maybe in another life with the same design

Lost my soul to this game, though
My heart to the stage glow
No mistake, I'm unable to get lost in a fable
A fable, it's a fable, it's a
Fable, a fable, it's a fable, it's a fable