Diabolic - Wrote This lyrics

These forces that often remake time and space
That can shape and alter who
We imagine ourself to be
Begin long before we are born
And continue after we perish

It's been a long time
Since we're talking openly
I acted out so ya'll would notice me
I'm awkward socially
Was told I should find God
While holding these rosary beads
Seems everybody knows what we need
Except for us
I just know I'm growing these seeds
They need some groceries
Please, it's so cold that we freeze
Unless police said it then someone close to
Me bleeds uncontrollably
We get it, nobody's free, you pretend
For lost souls
My poetry breathes through my pen
And hopefully I see you again until then
I'll leave you with how deep you extend
And I'mma see you ascend
From beneath you condemned
When telling Jesu your sins that's
Between you and him
And all the evil shit that we do's
Just a means to an end
This here's a preview
For friends and family that fell
Victim to the construct
They're in hell I'd share a cell
With 'em for my conduct
Another product of a failed system
Ya'll just mock us
It's too hard to deal with
Realism I don't got much
Just wisdom I accquired through life
It burns inside you
They feel it in the fire you write
But words divide you
Let's pretend we try to unite
The hate and the love
Imagine what we're capable of
And what's attainable
We'll make the unbreakable budge
At least eventually
Never be the same as it was
But if you let it be
It's better than breaking a
Bud and smoking chronic
Acting lackadaisical, buzzed
You'll go beyond it
I promise if I'm lying I'll die
It's so ironic
We kill ourselves trying to survive
That's why

Sometimes the shit that burns in my
Soul's too much to cope with
Asking why the world's so cold
Yo I don't know kid
But as the world turns and
Unfolds I'm staying focused
Hoping that I'll learn as I go
That's why I wrote this
For everybody stuck in a spot
That's why I wrote this
I know ya'll have suffered a lot
That's why I wrote this
All I need's a beat and a rhyme
To give a voice to anybody
Who's in need of a sign

As the drums hit, the one
And the one hit's the two
This the dumb shit you do when
You run with your crew
As a young kid, blunt lit, some sip of brew
Changes come quick
Most of 'em will jump ship it's true
Like some punks it's confusing but it's
Like a right of passage
As we grow up like yo what
Part of life is that shit
It's so fucked, I know but
You choose to fight the madness
Or you'll go nuts, like so what
The world's psychopathic
Diesel roll up, point a rifle
At us like we're strapped, eating donuts
Harassing them 'cuz half my friends are
Black so we go buck
Wild like when animals attack as they show up
'Cuz either way they'll stab you in the back
I don't know much i do know you take it
In stride and keep building
Trying to find a way to
Survive for these children
Who always seem to imitate the
Pain that we feeling
When really they initiate the change so
You can let it go
Get to know the inspiration gained
And just let it grow
Otherwise you'll live today the same
Hey you never know
'Cuz with all this syndicated fame
And material wealth
We need some serious help with our priorities
As of now we're barely a shell
Of who we are to be
I think how each experience felt
And it's a part of me
That's how I stay real to myself
It's who you are to me
Not the whole appearance you sell
That shit is meaningless
Friends who care what you achieve
Like they need that shit
Will probably just say "fuck you" and leave
When you need your clique
The same ones that cut you
And bleed your ass dry
Only in it for a piece of that pie
That's why

Sometimes the shit that burns in my
Soul's too much to cope with
Asking why the world's so cold
Yo I don't know kid
But as the world turns and
Unfolds I'm staying focused
Hoping that I'll learn as I go
That's why I wrote this
For everybody stuck in a spot
That's why I wrote this
I know ya'll have suffered a lot
That's why I wrote this
All I need's a beat and a rhyme
To give a voice to anybody
Who's in need of a sign