Diorama - The Convenience of Being Absent lyrics

I'm sorry that we didn't know
How sick you were
Your world in brilliance did you
Cut yourself from there
To change your wild perspectives
Somewhere along the road
To dream of oceans till your
Head wants to explode
What is your substance?
What are you made of?

And all your grimaces like
Curtains on the wall
To guard against our eyes to nullify it all
Your deepest wish directing dramas
In your head "leave your person and be
Someone else instead"
What is your substance?
What are you made of?

Have I not deserved to grasp
We're perfect and complete
Have I built these walls around
Us forever you and me forever you and me
Forever you and me

And all intelligence has to be left behind
To spend an evening without you on my mind
While you are better off with
Any of these pills
We keep on juggling animosities and thrills
We thought you were funny
What is your substance?
What are you made of? What is normal?
Am I normal?

Have I not deserved to grasp
We're perfect and complete
Have I built these walls around
Us forever you and me forever you and me
Forever you and me
Can you pretend to be there
And love to be alive
Can you pretend to be there
And love to be alive love to be alive
Love to be alive