Discussing The Sun - Lonesome and Gravity lyrics

I got caught in apprehension
And it distilled into absence
From my daily life all i do is hide

Im held captive by all the pain im in
Like i might deserve it but i don't know
But i don't know but i don't know
But i just might i guess i do
How fucking lonesome isnt it to go from
Love to feeling lost well i just panic
Descend into madness when all the grief
Comes on and rots my head

How fucking tragic to be afraid again
To watch the trauma
Tighten up it's grip on me on me
On me on me

I got caught in apprehension
And it distilled into absence
From my daily life all i do is hide