Doomtree - Beacon lyrics

I took it for a kiss
But it couldn't have been, could it?
I see now what it is
We were just biting the same bullet
You called it in the air
It landed on it's edge
When the crowd gathers around
You turned tail i turned heads
Shavin' down the puzzle piece
Tryna make a clean fit take what is lovely
Leave before the rain hit's
It's a heartbreaker for starters
As you age not too much changes
Practice doesn't make perfect
Just makes the game more dangerous

Yeah, start repo negative sleep nauseous
Barf party for sure
Intelligent creep stalking awkward
Flush flustered rush for doors
Advance fire-plan handy with the way out


Routes explored cover catching up
Careful with your care
We don't go there, naw
We keep locks and keys steadily swallowed
Shocked never be followed, none of em dare
Channel up your anger leave it here
Kindly disappear mind your mannerisms
I can't be flattered back
The patterns, the concern
Lessons prob'ly turned to fact
By now you'd surely drown yourself before
You'd help me with this sail i'm in the wind
Crossed fingers for the win
Up to ten til they hammer
In the very last nail
Challenging like every last stalemate
Deal with it no mission ends
Precision lack of friends
Happily recommend nothing to no one
Like ever

I know, I know i know wake up, wake up
But, I don't go there, go there
She knows the way home i know, I know
I know wake up, wake up
But, I don't go there, go there
She knows the way home

You know your way home?
You gonna be all right?
Yeah, but I had faith that
You'd see the light
And ride with me or kiss me goodbye
And now you got me feeding
Kites into the night sky
Covered them with nightlights, like
Did you see the beacon?
I swear I let those kites
Fly around all weekend, no?
Well someone must have cut
The lines or something, no?
Or maybe something, oh you weren't looking
Ok, Plan B, just panic
Run up the stairs and shut the door to
The attic and don't come up for air
Until you're torn from her fabric completely
And just like magic
You're all in one piece again
But, I'm nothing like I used to be
Elusive and reclusive
Now I'm just both times a hundred
Exclusively
And, truthfully, I was blind to the deep end
Until that piece of us went
And died that weekend

I know, I know i know wake up, wake up
But, I don't go there, go there
She knows the way home i know, I know
I know wake up, wake up
But, I don't go there, go there
She knows the way home

Then it flashed forward, but I asked for it
Rip out the doubt, I'm way too south
I gulped it up, I laid back
Peeling off the layers
The mantra saying "fear can't stay
Here self see you later"
Fire chakra dissolve to ether
I have to meet her, I know she knows the way
I'll have to die twice, no Novocaine
See the Eye of Horus, I am Osiris
I meet the devil, it ain't the first time
He kills me quick like I am nothing
Scream "St peter, I need you now cousin"
I see the owls coming, they float me safe
I learn their grace, they help me heal
I'm under stars peeling off my
Skin to rid my scars
It's the first time I am reborn
But I am not me
No identity, and I am finally free
I am my brother, I am my father
I am the sun, I am the water
I am an ion, I am everything
I am the vapor, a cloud of smoke
I am a cheap laugh, but I get the joke
I am a brief flash, the abstract
(the abstract, the abstract, the abstract)