Drapht - Oikophobia lyrics
[Drapht - Oikophobia lyrics]
I got motherfuckin' brain fog, die off
Internal kibosh tired of al the violent
Pirate like inner dialog
Loud as a lions roar
Some days I feel I follow
In footsteps of a dinosaur and ending it
Cause there's venom in my bloodstream
Anger is disgusting
And I mask this pain with the food
Booze and fucking these floozies
A cry for help that got
Lost up in the acoustics man, fuck music
Fuck social media dude, took the easier route
Literally the easier root
She was Eve with the fruit
Trusting the snake instead of
Seeing our truth now
Like owl, like who's using who now
Had the broom out, sweep it under the rug
Full moon was out acting like big brother
And fucking with my emotions and now
They say I chose this?
Cross between king cobra and blow fish
Blowing up from rosacia, she spitting venom
Not coping
White as a ghost of the christmas past
And I'm still out in the dark in the rain
Went from house, to house, to house
To house, I couldn't go inside
Scared what I might find and so I
Walked around, around, around, around
From dumpster to dive i couldn't go inside
My oikophobia
See every blessing ignored becomes
A curse man
Feel like the worst version of myself
Every time I drink another San Miguel
I sink like a hermit crab in my shell
I think with my genitals
Used to be a gentleman
General type of diligence
Applauded for killing them
But this was way before I knew the force
Of my thoughts and the limitless experience
The brilliance was inside, but I was stunted
By confronted fear an anaconda
Around my windpipe
I can't speak, thinking I was broken
Unable to say I love you
Frozen by the emotion man was left unspoken
For like 21 years
Before then certain friends called me queer
But those friends ended up addicted to gear
See that's a world of fear for you
No one to say I'm here for you
No one to lend an ear for you
And tell you you're imperial no, so I
Went from house, to house, to house
To house, I couldn't go inside
Scared what I might find and so I
Walked around, around, around, around
From dumpster to dive i couldn't go inside
My oikophobia
Internal kibosh tired of al the violent
Pirate like inner dialog
Loud as a lions roar
Some days I feel I follow
In footsteps of a dinosaur and ending it
Cause there's venom in my bloodstream
Anger is disgusting
And I mask this pain with the food
Booze and fucking these floozies
A cry for help that got
Lost up in the acoustics man, fuck music
Fuck social media dude, took the easier route
Literally the easier root
She was Eve with the fruit
Trusting the snake instead of
Seeing our truth now
Like owl, like who's using who now
Had the broom out, sweep it under the rug
Full moon was out acting like big brother
And fucking with my emotions and now
They say I chose this?
Cross between king cobra and blow fish
Blowing up from rosacia, she spitting venom
Not coping
White as a ghost of the christmas past
And I'm still out in the dark in the rain
Went from house, to house, to house
To house, I couldn't go inside
Scared what I might find and so I
Walked around, around, around, around
From dumpster to dive i couldn't go inside
My oikophobia
See every blessing ignored becomes
A curse man
Feel like the worst version of myself
Every time I drink another San Miguel
I sink like a hermit crab in my shell
I think with my genitals
Used to be a gentleman
General type of diligence
Applauded for killing them
But this was way before I knew the force
Of my thoughts and the limitless experience
The brilliance was inside, but I was stunted
By confronted fear an anaconda
Around my windpipe
I can't speak, thinking I was broken
Unable to say I love you
Frozen by the emotion man was left unspoken
For like 21 years
Before then certain friends called me queer
But those friends ended up addicted to gear
See that's a world of fear for you
No one to say I'm here for you
No one to lend an ear for you
And tell you you're imperial no, so I
Went from house, to house, to house
To house, I couldn't go inside
Scared what I might find and so I
Walked around, around, around, around
From dumpster to dive i couldn't go inside
My oikophobia