Dreaming of cali - ​sorry mama lyrics

Back when I was 17
I thought the world was mine escaped reality
Every once in a while
Spent money on booze and weed
To finally find some peace
In a spaced-out reality
That I wish could be mine

I wish I knew better
I thought I had the answer
I was questioning myself
Didn't know who I was i wish I knew better
I tried to find shelter
In the ashes of my cigarettes
Trynna learn how to survive

Sorry mama for causing drama
I was stupid yeah, I was dumb
Sorry mama i was in nirvana
Please forgive me my hеart felt numb



Back when I was 17
I hung out with my friends
Just to latеr find out
Who would stab me in the back
You told me to go to school
And then get my degree instead, I graduated
From living on the streets

I wish I knew better
I thought I had the answer
I was questioning myself
Didn't know who I was i wish I knew better
I tried to find shelter
In the ashes of my cigarettes
Trynna learn how to survive

Sorry mama for causing drama
I was stupid yeah, I was young
Sorry mama i was in nirvana
Please forgive me my heart felt numb