Dreamshade - Elephant lyrics

In here alone i'm hiding from the world
Don't wanna go outside
Stuck between the walls

Oh lock me up now lock me in
I had enough i don't even trust myself
I'm giving up i'm giving in
I give up i give in i give up i give in

Oh God! They're knocking on my door now
(Let us in) play me!
I don't think you're gonna get me
Fearing attention
Taking all your judgement in
Lack of interactions i'm giving in

The elephant is sitting in the room
It's evident, I'm avoiding the truth
It's all in front of my eyes
But can I read the signs?
The elephant is sitting in the room
It's evident, I'm avoiding the truth
I'm always trying to find a
Way to trick my mind

Oh lock me up now lock me in
I had enough i don't even trust myself
I'm giving up i'm giving in
I give up i give in i give up i give in

Fearing attention
Taking all your judgement in
Lack of interactions anxiety is kicking in
Fearing attention taking the judgement in
Lack of interactions
How can I live like this?

The elephant is sitting in the room
It's evident, I'm avoiding the truth
It's all in front of my eyes
But can I read the signs?
The elephant is sitting in the room
It's evident, I'm avoiding the truth
I'm always trying to find a
Way to trick my mind

A new divide
I'm drawing lines that couldn't fade out
Another lie to pull myself through
I'm paralyzed by the world outside
The one I can't recognize
'cause I don't feel it's mine
(It isn't mine)