Drex Carter - Nandina lyrics

I remember days, I remember nights
Taught me be myself, that was great advice
You ain't never care 'bout
Who I'm gonna be
'Cause you just always saw the
Fire that was under me
I remember Cudi, I remember blessed
When you played that song, I was so depressed
Really pulled me back, things could be worse
You the only person I could talk
To that didn't sound rehearsed
But now that you gone
Had to make all these songs
Act like I ain't give a fuck
And act like ain't nothing wrong
'Cause all that happy shit sell and
All this other shit don't
And in the back of every thought I
Have I'm scared I'm still broke
But fuck it, rather get it out then get a
Check for some fake shit
I know nobody gonna be proud
Don't even think that I'll make it
If I'm living on the couch at
Least I'm not on the pavement
If you was still up in the crowd
Could give a fuck if I'm famous
All my teachers kicked me out and
Told me stop being loud sniffing Whitney
Chris 'n' brown go tell 'em look at me now
'Cause I'm a product of myself and
I'm 'bout half way there
Before you judge me better go and
Take a look in that mirror
Never lived a day if you just
Worried 'bout the days are coming
Never seized the night unless you
Got that new Marcellus bumpin'
Toot my own horn, save my money
Man they gotta love it
Took a chance on building up these walls
Call that Donnie trumpet

Can't get it out my head, stay on my mind
They all just said that it
Get better with time
It's not about love no more say
I been feeling so numb, no more pain
Can't get it out my head
It's no ones fault
The light don't shine without a
Little bit of dark
I been living everything that we dreamed up
When we was walking down that road, Nandina
Can't get it out my head, stay on my mind
They all just said that it
Get better with time
It's not about love no more say
I been feeling so numb, no more pain
Can't get it out my head
It's no ones fault
The light don't shine without a
Little bit of dark
I been living everything that we dreamed up
When we was walking down that road, Nandina