Drogoton - Closure lyrics

I think I just need closure
I think I just want this to end
So let me put my feels in a rap to send
To you and hope it helps me
Maybe it'll help you see
How this has effected my day to day
If only it was the same
But then it's a dyfunctional
Relationship again anyway
If only we could put this all behind us
But we're broke up
In multiple different ways
I think I'm not getting my point across
What I want to say
Is that I still care, but I needed some time
I just want to be happy in life
And the shit I've had to deal with
It's like my happiness met a sith
This has extended far beyond us
You made me lose some friends
Now that's sus


But if only we could go back
Back to what it was back then
Maybe we'd be on the right track
Not just us, the friends I lost too
There was a time I was angry
Good example is "VMZ"
But frankly
I'm not like that no more
I'm just feeling a little lonely
Before, I had a good friend
Now, I haven't been sure of
What to think lately
Especially in careers
But that's not the point
I want my friends back
And I can't fully let go
Maybe someone needs to just pass me the joint
And let me let loose