Ed Sheeran - End Of Youth lyrics

I've been depressed since you left
Tried to fill the hole with wine
Stopped the drugs when she came
Cleaned my act up overnight
If you reach with no reply, I'll
See you when I see you, man
You can't talk me through the fall if
We don't know if I can land
Tried to grow, but the past
It tears me down to size
Tell the world how to process
But don't take the same advice
Half remember what I say
Then the morning's filled with fear
Can't get a handle on my grief
When every memory turns to tears

It's been a long year and
We're not even halfway there

Is this the endin' of our youth
When pain starts takin' over?
I just don't know if I can
Ever just let it go
Everything's fallin' apart, when
Love is real, there's never closure
I guess it's all part of life
But I can't help but feel low

We spend our youth with arms
And hearts wide open
And then the dark gets in and
That's the end of youth

I've been lost since the teens
But pretend it's all alright
All my ups led to falls that led
To trying to end my life
Just a boy at the start
They lent on like a man
You were meant to be my friend and
Not to take all that you can
Disengaged to create
Try to reinvent the wheel
No one knows what they want
So I just give you what I feel
If I slip and get high
I know the low is always near
When I'm down, I never see you, when I'm up
You all appear

It's been a long year and
We're not even halfway there

Is this the endin' of our youth
When pain starts takin' over?
I just don't know if I can
Ever just let it go
Everything's fallin' apart, when
Love is real, there's never closure
I guess it's all part of life
But I can't help but feel low

We spend our youth with arms
And hearts wide open
And then the dark gets in and
That's the end of youth

Ooh, ooh ooh, ooh

It's been a long year and
We're not even halfway there

Is this the endin' of our youth
When pain starts takin' over?
I just don't know if I can
Ever just let it go
Everything's fallin' apart, when
Love is real, there's never closure
I guess it's all part of life
But I can't help but feel low

We spend our youth with arms
And hearts wide open
And then the dark gets in and
That's the end of youth
We spend our youth with arms
And hearts wide open
And then the dark gets in and
That's the end of youth