Eldest 11 - This Is A War lyrics

My feelings are involuntary to speak my mind
How many times do I have to say?
My words do no justice
To restore and prepare this floor
For my knees to break, bent over
In a machine clutter of tears
Tapping on surfaces we hear (Like the rain)
Departing clouds, and I'm here my dear
I'm standing in a puddle of a memory
And every time it stares at me

This is a wara mental mindset to endure
There's no calm in the void
Condition of a feeble fabrication
To provide a core
Bullet for a fist and scratching
Seconds in my skin
I'm rectified through fire to restore
The windless kiss of a self
Contained grenade in the soul
You better hit the floor

So sound the alarm!
This is a war, to the core
So sound the alarm!
This is a war, to the core

When everything is so black inside
Urgency to intimidate, fixate the
Soul of mine, collective cunning
Stars Gleaming from an indrawn breath
As this hit's you in the Chest

Hitting you in the chest like
A bomb dropping now! Can you feel anything?!
You're breaking now, and shutting down!
I never needed to believe
Never needed to face the "mental"
To restore and prepare the floor
For my knees to
Break a machinegun clatter of
Tears and heartache!
There's NO CALM IN THE VOIDno
Calm in the void!
Hitting you in the chest like
A bomb dropping now! Can you feel anything?!
You're breaking now, and shutting down!
I never needed to believe
Never needed to face the "mental"

I will wait until you're strong
And break you apart so strong! Thisisawar
Thisisawar thisisawar
Thisisawar thisisawar

When everything is so black inside
Urgency to intimidate, fixate the
Soul of mine, collective cunning
Stars Gleaming from an indrawn breath
As this hit's you in the Chest

Hitting you in the chest like
A bomb dropping now! Can you feel anything?!
You're breaking now, and shutting down!
I never needed to believe
Never needed to face the "mental"
To restore and prepare the floor
For my knees to
Break a machinegun clatter of
Tears and heartache!
There's NO CALM IN THE VOIDno
Calm in the void!
Hitting you in the chest like
A bomb dropping now! Can you feel anything?!
You're breaking now, and shutting down!
I never needed to believe
Never needed to face the "mental"