Ellie Goulding - I'll Smile lyrics

Well, I guess I took a risk
And lived to laugh about it i learned a lot
I learned to stop myself starting to doubt it
And through it all I think I
Learned to love the journey in
Now maybe I am ready for
The next one to begin

'Cause in the moment just
Before I fall asleep
When I've only got myself for company
I'll smile, I'll smile
And the fault may be mine, it may be his
But when I am reminded of all this
I'll smile, I'll smile

I think I'd end up with nothing
If I'm not gonna risk something
You might call that madness or denial
But, I'll smile

Of course I miss the man, quite incredibly
It hurts to think of him with
Someone else instead of me
I hope this pain will pass and
In it's place will be a smile, a smile

I think I'd end up with nothing
If I'm not willing to risk something
You might call that madness
You might call it living in denial
But, I'll smile, I'll smile