Emlyn - ​​adulting lyrics

Just keep doing what I'm doing
And keep convincing everybody
That they're wrong
And that's what I'll do, cause I always do it
But I'm just tired

I haven't seen my childhood
Friends in two years
And I fear they might have forgotten my name
Cause everybody knows that that changed
Like me i'm clinging to my childhood dreams
I made real but still feel that I'll never
Shine like the stars
I'm still just a kid that makes art

And nobody knows that I'm crying on Tuesday's
And just trying to get out of bed
My sink drain is broken
My bank account's frozen
Adulting is not what they said

Somebody hold me
Are all 20 something's this lonely?
I'm falling apart and I can't call my
Mom cuz she knows me too well
I can't let it out cuz it feels like hell
Someone hold me, i know that I can't be the
Only one who's a mess
Cuz adulting is kids all
Just trying their best
We do what we can and then bullshit the rest
That's adulting

I haven't had the strength to
Go home in six months
And not once have I sent a text to my dad
He probably thinks that I'm dead mmm-mmm

But he doesn't know that
I'm dying by Wednesday
And just trying to get out of bed
My sink drain is broken
My bank account's frozen
I still can't get out of my head

Somebody hold me
Are all 20 something's this lonely?
I'm falling apart and I can't call my
Mom cuz she knows me too well
I can't let it out cuz it feels like hell
Someone hold me, i know that I can't be the
Only one who's a mess
Cuz adulting is kids all
Just trying their best
We do what we can and then bullshit the rest
That's adulting

Hold me, I know that I can't be the only
Are all 20 something's this lonely? Hold me

I haven't seen my childhood
Friends in two years
But they're here wherever I'm going insane
If nobody told you today
You're gonna be okay