Erys - HotBox Gold lyrics

Spent all my time just tryna get
High on new ideas and fame
Hotboxed myself in the trophy on my shelf
It’s got a gold plaque with my name
But it wasn’t enough, yeah it didn’t suffice
So I sit there racking my brain
Tryna please the people with my alter ego but
I’m stuck in my own little lane

Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or
Imma have to start getting mean

Stock still on stage face on the front
Page and I’ll think to myself i madе it
Glaze on the eyеs and money on my
Hip now my face is green coz I’m jaded
Quarter to 3 and I can’t guarantee If I’ll
Stick to this dream or I’ll bail it
Check that now
End the show with a bow and If
You can’t then bitch just fake it

Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or
Imma have to start getting mean

Take a deep breath count t ten
This is the end of all we know

Take a deep breath count t ten
This is the end of all we know
Catch me thinking breathing
Speaking wondering why

Catch me thinking breathing
Speaking wondering why

Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or
Imma have to start getting mean
Why am I not even good enough for me
Some local kindness would be nice or
Imma have to start getting mean