Erys - Mine Instead lyrics

You want me to go but I want to stay
Don’t leave me alone cold when you’re away
And my heart cannot take this again
Because i loved you like
I’ll never love again
And my face feels wet from the tears I shed
And my heart just bled but
It’s not your fault, just mine instead

You’re out of my league
I spend all day watching the
Other girls watch you i love your tattoos
I want to show you mine too but you see

I only loved you from a distance
You didn’t know I existed
I get caught in my own head
And forget to speak
I only loved you from a distance
I wish we could have kissed
And made something that I didn’t fear

I only loved you from a distance
And I hate myself for it
I made all these fantasies of you and me
We’d spend the night together
Wouldn’t have to talk a lot
I just you wish you could be mine
But it’s not gonna happen anytime soon
Yeah it’s not gonna happen anytime soon
It’s not gonna happen anytime soon